i am a constant satellite of your blazing sun

Hello, livejournal.

I think I would be more apt to post here if it just weren't so... pink! I want more neutrality but am too tired to fix. Just deleted a bunch of old posts and am tempted to delete more, but I want to leave them as a testament to the all that was. (Don't worry, I'm giggling at myself too.)

Reevaluation of life in process. hopefully. I need to get more creative and productive and in touch with myself and unleash all the negativity inside and turn it into lightness and art. Easier said than done, I'm sure. But hopefully bringing my vintage SLR from Budapest to the city will help me do that. (and somehow acquiring the keycode to the darkroom. thanks, columbia.)

to do.
• bring back website -- but I have nothing to showcase. sadface.
• reroute energy and create things worth showcasing. then showcase them with internet presence.
• dance the night away to bass-heavy beats.
• make some bass-heavy beats of my own.
• learn german again (?)
• read only books I have never read before
• homework on time
• purge everything unnecessary
• run. run. run
• enjoy

for now, photos of my spring semester adventures are here. but the five people who read this probably have seen them already. just for luck, then.

depinkification is first priority.

You won't see this, my dear, but I will love you always.